So he had seen her that day, at the aquarium.
Then why hadn’t he spoken to her at that time ? What had
stopped him from confronting her then ?
She buried herself in these questions and many more, as she spent
her next few days at work and home.
She could finally name the feeling that she’d been nagged
with ever since the first day she saw him at the aquarium.
Restlessness. The unsettling feeling that arises in you when
you know your goal is getting closer day by day, yet something stops you from
going ahead and conquering it.
She had so much to do. To accomplish, rather. But she felt
she had to wait. The time wasn’t ripe yet.
In the meantime, he had found her out, spoken to her and
written to her.
She had shown the letter to Roshni that evening after returning
from the Church, and she’d read it silently, before asking, “ So, what next ? ”
“ Destiny shall play again,” Shreyasi had answered, “ I have
faith.”
And it did.
As a phone call.
Shreyasi rarely got personal calls while at work. Most of
the calls were from her patients, or their relatives, who sought her advice. That
was on the separate helpline they operated. Dr Mathew hardly spoke to her on phone. All their conversation happened in the mornings, when they met before Dr Mathew began his work.
Roshni usually messaged her; she never called her on the
phone as she knew her nature of work.
And there was no one now at ‘Aashraya’, who would call her ,
even though that was the only place she called ‘home’.
The only other person she spoke to, from either her clinic or from
the Kids’ Home was Fr Varghese. That was usually in the afternoons , when she
felt threatened by laziness. So it was a surprise for her when Ruby, her helper
at the Clinic , brought her the cordless, signaling that it was call for her.
“Hello, Shreyasi here.”
“Hi , Shrey”.
She froze for a moment. She recognised the way of
addressing. Only one person called her Shrey now.
“Hey, chill. How are you?”, he spoke again.
She swallowed her shock, and replied, “ I’m fine, Aagney.
How about you?”
“ Fine. Shrey, relax. I just wanted to speak to you. I know
you’ve read that note which I sent you. I’m sorry I couldn’t talk much that day
at the Mall. Honestly, I didn’t expect to see you there. And believe me, I was
nervous too, seeing you after a long time. ”
She remained silent. Yes, he hadn’t spoken much that day.
But he had conveyed much in the few words he said.
Pretty girl. Big blue eyes. Delicious lips.
“What is it that you wanted to speak about, Aagney?”, she asked,
her tone not giving away the tremors she felt inside. You have so much to know and learn.
“ I want to meet you again, Shrey. And talk to you. Like how
we used to. I want the spark back,” he said.
She didn’t answer. Instead, she closed her eyes to stop them
from burning more.
“ Shrey, will you
join me for dinner ? Tomorrow ? Please ?”, he asked, his tone smooth, anxious.
“ Why, Aagney ? What do you think it is going to change?”,
she asked, her voice firm this time.
“ There’s nothing that time can’t heal, Shrey. I told you, I
want the good times back”, he replied.
She knew she had to answer. She waited for a few seconds
before speaking.
“ Yes, Aagney. We can talk. We’ll meet. Where are you taking
me for dinner this time ?”, she spoke, calmly.
“ Thank you, Shrey. Thanks a lot. I’ll pick you up from your
Clinic tomorrow. At 6 p.m. We’ll go to Fusion, at Al Jaddaf ”, he said.
“ Ok, Aagney. I’m disconnecting the line here. I have
patients waiting,” she said, and hung up, without waiting for him to mouth a ‘bye’.
“ He wants to dine with me . Tomorrow. Details later,” she
messaged Roshni ,as she walked into her washroom, his voice ringing in her
ears.
A date. With him. After a long time.
She flushed her face
with cold water, and looked at herself in the mirror.
At those big blue eyes and delicious lips he had spoken of.
And the scar that ran from her temple on the right side of
her face, down her cheeks, right to her chin.
Faint, yet visible.
Like all those memories.
Fading away is never a choice,
Stay bright and speak out your voice….
Faith works wonders, they always say
All that happens is just God’s play
Fate brings us together again,
I still feel it’s a boon, not bane
Fills me with hope to conquer the goal
That’s the way I can soothe my soul !
To be contd....
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This post has been written for the A to Z Challenge 2015.
This post has been written for the A to Z Challenge 2015.
Hmmm..I am curious. Is this even a love story at this point? Seems like she is out for revenge. Nonetheless, this is getting interesting. Keep writing.
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Great going, Sreeja. You are really talented. :)
ReplyDeletetime can heal most things! but time cannot completely erase memories...and hurt can make you do things..not always pleasant!
ReplyDeleteDestiny shall play again>>>>>> അതുതന്നെ നടക്കട്ടെ!
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